Alan, School, Blah

Alan has been sitting in a tent for two days now in Kuwait. He refuses to leave his chair because somebody will take it. Finally today he got food and water! I think he needs to eat more, lol. I have been very lucky and fortunate to be able to talk to him as much as I have been. I just wish we could text too, oh well. I am happy I get to at least talk. Alan doesn't know when he will get to Afghanistan. He is being paid a LOT of money to just sit there. Ugh, I wish he didn't have to be so far away to be paid a lot of money. I miss him!! I want him here so much!!! So every time he calls, for some reason the phone hangs up at least once during our conversation, lol. It's kinda frustrating!



I still think that it would be interesting to see what it's like over there. I can't even fathom it. On a completely different note, I cannot WAIT for the 7th. We really need the money! Man oh man! Actually things won't be good good for about three months or so. Sometimes time can't fly by fast enough for multiple reasons. I want Alan back now, and I want to be out of debt!



Classes started yesterday. It is great to be back in school. I think music theory will actually be kinda fun this year! Who knows though...it's only been one day, lol. I am registered for fiddle ensemble, but I really REALLY don't like the class. Orchestra and my lesson are tomorrow so we'll see how that goes....I don't know what's going to happen. I love being back in school, but it's hard to have a baby too. Oh man, it's hard! I love Brittney to death, but sometimes I wish I could just be a college student. I wouldn't even mind being a married college student. Just being a mom now too is hard. It's even harder when my wonderful princess won't take a bottle!! Grrrr...



Mom and I are thinking that one day we're just going to have to cold turkey it until she eats. I know breast feeding is sooo good for her, but sometimes I think formula would be good...Ahh!! So many mixed feelings about the topic. She does love baby bananas, she ate one and a half containers. AND then nursed, wtf!? Growing girl, that's all I can say.



On a completely different note, there is a HUGE 2,000 + acre fire burning not too far from here and it's super smokey. Unfortunately it's making my asthma act up--ugh. On top of that, I think I have a cold from lack of sleep. Bah hum bug...I hate being sick. I am soooo tired! So I splurged on some clothes--shirts--and now we're even more broke than before. I can't even explain how bad I want the next pay day to come. Sadly we have a lot of bills to take care of...Cell, apartment, cable, HOSPITAL, and who knows what else....ugh. Oh well, I'm sure we'll figure it out, we always do...



As soon as I get a car, life will be a lot easier. I have no idea what we're getting yet, and probably won't know until I pick it up from wherever. Ah, I can't wait!!!! I really want a car. I want it so I can take Brittney to Maegs house SOOO much easier. It's kinda a further walk that I remember, lol. It is just a little farther than I want to walk. It takes me almost 40 minutes to walk there and back...not exactly what I want to be doing. I really need to figure out some other things too...ugh. Anyhow, I am LITERALLY falling asleep as I write this. I have got to go to bed tonight. I am sooooo tired! I will write more later : ) I love you all so much. Can't wait for the weekend already!!!



xoxo

Hello Goodbye My Love.

Alan is gone...gone out of the states and off to Afghanistan. I didn't realize how hard it would be....now that he's actually gone it's kinda scary. You don't realize how much you take for granted, for example texting whenever! Now that he's somewhere in Europe we can't text. I miss him already. I am worried sick just because I can't talk to him whenever I want to. I can't text or call. It's still really weird. The whole situation still seems so unreal. I miss him so much! I didn't think it would be this hard, but it's kinda hitting me now.



Luckily I have the best friends in the world that will be there for me. And my family is being awesome, so I know I'll be alright. I still can't believe he's gone. Alan is actually gone. Wow. I don't even know what to think. I miss him already! Ahhh. I hope that time will go by fast. I am hoping he'll be back for Christmas. I can last that long...it is only 85ish days away.



I can't wait to start class. It will give me something to do and keep me busy. I told Alan I would stop worrying about a vehicle, but ah, I can't wait. I really need one. Walking around everywhere sucks. Oh well, it's good exercise. But it's getting colder and, ahh, okay, gotta stop worrying. Anyhow, I still can't believe he's gone.



I have theory tomorrow...eh...still my least favorite music class. Oh well, I'm still excited to get back. I am hoping to do a lot of practicing this year...but we'll see. Life always seems to get in the way. I want everything to go well. I am hoping to get my GPA back up, it's really bad right now. I am exhausted so I think I'm going to watch some One Tree Hill and await Alan's call...although I might just have to wait and see/hope he leaves a voice mail. I love you all so much! Thanks for reading : )

Exhausted!

I am so tired!! Yesterday was a lot of fun with Heather and Drew, but I am still a little jet lagged. Three hours is quite a bit when you think about it. I can't even explain how tired I am right now. I was up super late, not sleeping. But I emailed Alan and then fell asleep. Brittney got up early though, so we were up around 7, but then went to sleep around 8 for a few more hours. Random comment--watching the Giants vs. Cowboys and it's down to 13 seconds and the Cowboys are ahead by 1. Giants ball at the 21 yard line!!!




Anyhow, I am very happy because Alan decided to for sure come home in December!!! I am sooooo excited! I have no idea yet what we're doing after Christmas, because I know he doesn't want to stay here for longer than he has to. Haha. But I already am looking forwards to seeing him again!!! I know it'll be great : ) I am thinking that I will be getting a car around October 22...I think. We shall see though. Random interruption again--GIANTS WON!!!





My dad gets back from hunting tomorrow and I am pretty excited to see him. He has been up hunting in the Eagle Caps the past few days. He was really close to a 6 point, but totally missed it, lol. The arrow went like ten feet to the side of it, haha. My mom was dancing with Brittney saying, "papa didn't get an elk! The elk won!" HAHA.




I love Spike a lot, but man oh man I'm going to kill him!!!! He poops in the exact same spot like 10 times! And he doesn't like going outside if it's cold...I need to get him a sweater. AND, he tried to bite mom today! She came in to let him out to go potty this morning, and he growled. Mom said no and tried to pick him up and oh dear, it was down hill from there. I really hope he gets his act together otherwise this is not going to end well.




He gets fixed on Tuesday. I hope it goes well!! I am so excited for orchestra rehearsal to start!! It starts in like 10 days!! I am very happy to be playing again. I really need to finish getting my finances in order, but it'll be alright. Wow, I haven't played in sooo long! I was thinking about playing today, but I didn't get to it. Ahh, I can't believe how fast everything is happening again!




I think I'm going to go wait for Alan to call and put in some One Tree Hill or The O.C. I love my hubby and am sooooo excited to see him!!! He is the best and even though I miss him, I love him and am not worried at all. He is the best, and we are awesome! And Brittney is adorable!! Ooo, speaking of...Brittney ate baby rice cereal today! She seemed to like it! She made some silly faces, but once she got the hang of eating off a spoon, she thought it was pretty good. I mixed it with breast milk versus water or formula. Anyhow, my eyes are drooping. Good night! I loveeeee ALAN!!!

Last Night With Daddy

Well, it's officially begun. Our journey of being apart. We didn't even get everything done that needed to be done. Wow, I still can't believe everything is finally happening!

Alan had his physical and shots today. Luckily everything went great. I miss him so much already. Our goodbye was definitely hard. It finally hit me as I was leaving that we were going to be apart!! I was crying, and he was telling me not to and just be strong. Especially for him since he had a lot to finish. He was walking away, and I ran after him crying...lol. Luckily the cab arrived within the next minute, thank god!

The trip home went well, but the flight to Vegas was VERY long. It was over 5 hours. Brittney and I were very pooped and cranky. Especially since Alan and I had been up soooo late the past week. Things are going well...other thank Spike is pooping and peeing everywhere...lol. Luckily he's getting a little better and has been going outside. I'm having to retrain him, ick. Oh well, it will be TOTALLY worth it.

My grandparents got Brittney a really cute Winnie the Pooh swing. She LOVES it!! It's very nice to have something to put her in when I'm trying to get things done. My grandma and I are going to make Brittney's crib bumper and and ruffle. I'm very excited. I wanted it to match the quilt she made. Brittney is playing with the toys on her swing tray as she dozes off. It's adorable. I can't believe how much she's already changed. She is great!

Alan is CONSIDERING coming back to for Christmas. Man I hope he does!! I miss him so much. I know things will be fine. I have just been so tired that I don't know what to do. Tomorrow I'm getting together with Heather and Drew and that should be a lot of fun. I should get to bed since I'm beyond exhausted, lol.

I started cleaning my room and putting Brittney's together. It will definitely be a long work in progress. Just like training Spike NOT to pee and poop everywhere. Hopefully once he gets his balls snipped on Tuesday it'll slowly get better...within a month...lol. I'm hoping! I'm very excited to get everything organized for Brittney. But in the meantime it's kinda overwhelming, lol. Oh well, just doing it a little at a time.

I am glad to be home, but am not. It's so hard. I wish Alan was closer, and I wish we were on same time zones, lol. It is nice to be close ... with my family ... and near friends, and going back to school, but it still sucks not being with Alan. Luckily I have Brittney and Spike and awesome parents/grandparents and friends!! Anyhow, I'm exhausted and Brittney is ready for sleep too. She is dozing off...good night!

Best Friends Forever!!

Spike and Brittney are totally adorable!! Spike loves her so much already, it's so stinking cute. Spike loves jumping up and saying hello and everything. He just lies right next to her. He's such a sucker for her.

Speaking of the wonderful damn dog...he totally destroyed our carpet even MORE! The bedroom is horrible. He got underneath it and got the foam all tore up. Man oh man, it's not good at all. I love him to death, but sometimes you wanna kill him!! Although I promise I would NEVER EVER do such a thing, but seriously....damn dog!

In terms of packing, a lot has gotten done in the last two days. I had a huge meltdown of overwhelmingness and reality. Oh man, it was horrible!!!!! I was yelling and throwing things; I was so stressed out and sad. Everything kind of hit all at once and I was super duper upset. Luckily, we talked a lot and got things worked out and cleaned A TON! We got so much packed yesterday. I was just feeling stressed about all we had to do, and the fact that I would be going to the airport by myself : ( Oh well, we are fine now.

After our huge argument and cleaning until 2:15 AM, we had a shower to wash the grime off, and then had the most amazing night of cuddles and fun...lol. It was just a great way to end the night. Today I managed to get a lot of things to the post office to mail home thanks to my wonderful friend Marian. Ah, she is such a life saver in terms of rides--THANKS a MILLION MARIAN!!

Tomorrow, Alan has a ton of running around to do. Oh man, he HAS to get his passport, otherwise he won't be able to go. AND he has to go to the dentist for another appointment...hopefully the last, although he needs a root canal still and his dentist won't do it...but we NEED her to because he won't be able to go overseas if it's not filled. So I think I'm mailing more stuff home so I won't have AS much when I fly. I got Spike a cute little carrier that is airline approved : ) Ahh, everything is happening soooo fast!

Right now I have a mind splitting headache, but am too anxious and busy writing this blog to go get ibuprofen, lol. Anyhow, I am hoping that we get everything in storage and such tomorrow too. We have quite a bit of heavy stuff to get out of here so we'll see. I know that my husband is superman with his powers to carry heavy stuff out, but I worry still. Okie dokie, I HAVE to help now and get some medicine for my head and post another ad on craigs list! Woot, hopefully more money!!!!

DCA...DULLES...GEROGIA...KUWAIT...BOISE...

Wow, Alan has his tickets to go bye bye. I can't believe it. Thursday I fly back to Oregon, and he flies to Georgia. Sadly his flight leaves at 6:00 AM from DCA and I leave a noon from Dulles...which is like 30-40 minutes away. Ah, it's so sad. I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe I'll just go to the airport really early so I can be sure to say my last goodbyes. Wow, I can't believe this is really happening still.



He leaves for Kuwait on the 25th, so I'll still be able to talk to him up until then. Ah, wow. That's all I can say, lol. But, I know we'll be okay. We have SOOOO much to do...stoarage stuff, finish packing, clean, more storage stuff...get things TO storage, lol. Wow...I am feeling slightly overwhelmed, but we'll be good. I just have sooo much stuff to do and take!



I still can't believe how fast everything is happening...okay, I've gotta STOP blogging and start cleaning...damn....lol.

Forever together!

We have almost been married an entire year. It's hard to believe, but this time last year, we were just moving out here. We were completely lost and didn't know what the following year had in store for us. Now, we have been in the DC area for a year and it seems completely normal. We are getting ready to embark on yet another large adventure for the up coming year. I am down to four days with Alan until the dreaded departure day from each other. I leave on Thursday to go home. I am so sad and have so many mixed feelings. Now that the time is so close, I'm not sure how I feel about the whole situation.

I know that everything happens for a reason and I know that we will be good. I can't believe that just a short 12 months ago we were newly weds and had no idea what was in store for us...here we are no longer "newly weds" and still have no idea what is in store for us. I guess that never changes. You always have obstacles and challenges and plenty of adventures.

I guess marriage is all one big adventure. You never know where you will be from one day to the next. I am not the biggest fan of not knowing what will happen, but I guess it keeps us alive and not bored. I love my Alan so much! Ugh, once again, while writing this I am still procrastinating. The thought that we will be apart in less than a week scares the shit out of me!! Ahhh!! Luckily I have the best friends and support group to get me through this. I love you guys all soooo much!!

Well this is enough posting for now. I REALLY need to stop procrastinating and get some things done. I have so much to do! I can't wait to see everyone, but am so terribly sad to be leaving my hubby : ( We will no matter what be forever together. One year apart won't change the way we feel towards each other. It will just make us realize how much we love each other and how we never want to be apart ever again!

Date Night!!!!

Tonight was a great night!! We were going to just chill out and such, but then decided to go out with friends. We went to Shiro Japanese Grill--where they cook in front of you--and omg it was phenomenal! We had spicy tuna sushi and cucumber rolls. Then we had amazing teryiaki chicken with friend rice. Man oh man, it was spectacular!! We got all prettied up and such. Before we left we watched a totally fucked up movie. We watched "Last House on the Left". DON'T WATCH! It was horrible!! I have never seen a movie that actually SHOWS a rape scene. It was appalling! Anyhow, back to our night...


After yummy dinner, we got viente coffees! He got a caramel macchiato with an extra pump of syrup AND an extra shot. I got a vanilla/caramel latte with an extra shot. It was amazing. Basically it was just a spectacular night full of good conversation and great food! Yum. I could seriously just eat rice. Haha.

Brittney did great tonight too. She slept the entire time during dinner and was just the cutest little baby ever. Ahh, I'm so happy to be a mom. Anyhow, we are going to have a great conclusion to our date night...another movie then who knows...use your imagination : )

Spike's BIG Day!!

Today was such an eventful day for Spike. We practically sprinted to his doctor's appointment because once again, we slept in, lol. We were walking VERY briskly the whole 2 miles, but it really wasn't that bad. Anyhow, we got to the vet and he got his shots and some blood work done. We also got sedatives for him to use on the plane.

Alan went to his second dental appointment and found out even more bad news about his teeth. Poor husband. He has to get like two root canals...eww. Anyhow, I was stuck waiting outside for freaking two and a half hours. I couldn't get food or coffee since I had a Spike with me. And sadly the weather today wasn't the greatest. It was overcast, windy and cool. I was very hungry and cranky and man I was a raging bitch when he came out, lol. I love you Heather!! I am sooo thankful that I called you to vent, ah, you saved my life during that hour I was sitting in the cold on the hard freaking sidewalk!!! Alan thanks you too, although he doesn't know it, lol. I definitely feel horrible now that I look back on it, but god I was pissed! So far in two days his dental work has cost about $1047...and we still have a good two more days at least of work that needs to be done. I think it will be alright though. I am past it and realize that it really needs to be done; plus I love him!

Back to Spike...well the doctor had said that I should test the sedative before we actually fly so I know how much to use. She said he should just be calm and still be able to walk. Since there were a lot of people around I figured that I could give him an 1/8 of the pill and hopefully it would just calm him down. It definitely did, lol. After about 45 or so minutes, he got up in my lap--I was sitting on concrete on the sidewalk--and fell asleep. I moved a little and he tried to get up and couldn't hardly stand! He was falling over and I was like, wow...what's wrong with him? I had forgotten I gave him the sedative and when I remembered I cracked up hysterically!

He was fine after he got used to the whole situation. Although the rest of the day his eyes were very droopy looking, haha. He was very calm and couldn't really walk in a straight line either, lol. He kinda looked drunk, or high or some combination of the two.

After we were FINALLY done with Alan's appointment and my bitchiness, we walked back home and went to Pet Smart. We got Spike professonally groomed. I was very thankful that I gave him the sedative because he definitely was nice and calm during his hair cut. He got his nails done too! AND we made his first dog tag. It is the coolest thing!! We feel like such awesome pet owners now. He got a new collar, harness, and leash! Maegs, you are going to LOVE them! And the new harness is the coolest thing ever...no crazy loops or anything. I can't wait to show you : ) Basically Spike had an AWESOME day today and he looks beautiful.

Alan's grand dental appointment ...

Alan went to the dentist today for the first time in who knows how long! I was really concerned about how it would go, but the dentist supposedly was really nice. If Alan liked her, she must've been good. His past experiences with dentists apparently haven't been the greatest. I was very happy to find a dentist that saw him so quickly! Actually, he did all the work, so I should give credit where credit is due : )

Sooo...the dentist at least complimented him of how well he had been brushing and flossing, which apparently was a first for him. Normally even if he brushes a lot, dentists still say he isn't brushing. He brushes his teeth more than me, lol. Anyhow, he had sooo many cavities!! She redid his front ones so his teeth are nice and white now. He has been beaming ever since. I am so happy for him!! Seriously, I don't think I've seen him smile with his teeth that much...so I'm happy.

This was also the first time either of us have really seen our insurance actually do something!! It covered more than $2.00 lol. Our dental coverage was like 90%. THANK GOD! If it wasn't, we'd be out a good $1500 at least, lol.

Other crazy weird news...our rent still hasn't gone through...? I don't know what's going on, but it says that it has and we only owe $6.27 or something. But the strange thing is it hasn't gone through in our account yet...hmm....very strange and peculiar. Oh well. Just to be on the safe side, Alan and I aren't touching that account for a while longer. It isn't just a delay and such...it doesn't even show that it's a pending transaction! Weird....maybe we've caught a lucky break? Normally our rent transactions go through right away. Oh well.

Well the next two work days we will be at the dentist, lol. Alan still has quite a bit of work to get done, but he'll look even more handsome with pretty teeth! He is even getting excited to go to Afghanistan again. He's excited to work out and get his teeth pearly white too. Ah, I'm glad he's feeling better about going. Our apartment is slowly getting packed up!! Yayy!! Anyhow, that's all for now folks! Good night.

Ahhh, procrastination!

Okie dokie, we are getting a lot done today...well Alan is : ) We have managed to sell most of our things we're selling so that's good. We still have a lot of garbage to take out, like a TON! It's okay though, once we do that, a lot of our mess will be gone. Ahh, we have so much stuff to get to done! Luckily Alan's leaving day has been moved back to the original date of the 18th. Thank goodness! I don't think I could be totally ready to go by Monday.

Ah, just ordered pizza and wings, I'm pretty excited, lol. Anyhow, it's kinda sad to be packing up our apartment. It's our first place together, and however expensive it is, it was our first home together. Wow, I will definitely miss our overpriced, 4th floor, tiny apartment. Wow....but yea, packing is so overwhelming! I mean I know I just need to focus on one part at a time. Most of our closet is cleaned out *tear* and I have our dresser cleaned out. Someone is supposed to come get our TV soon, but I don't know what's going on there.

The kitchen is still a HUGE mess. Oh man I'm not looking forward to packing it up. Luckily we decided on a storage unit, but wow, you need so many boxes when you're moving or packing things up, lol. Ahhh!! I still can't believe it, we're moving....soooo soon! Ugh, I'm not looking forward to that, sad day. I know we'll be okay though.

Random side note, I'm watching the most ridiculous show ever. It's called Reality Hell and this girl is on a "fake modeling" show. Haha, it's so funny. The poor girl is being put through reality hell--literally! It is so funny and so retarded, but soooo addicting! Haha, well it's just helping me with the procrastination, lol. Well I don't really have anything relevant to write right now. I'm just babbling. I'm gonna go try and accomplish soemthing else now. xoxox

Brittney Mae!!

Brittney is already almost 4 months old! She is 3 months, 3 weeks, 1 day old! She is growing so fast and is the sweetest little poopin' machine ever! This picture was at TGI Friday's three nights ago. She was helping momma order dinner and looking adorable. I am so excited to see how much she weighs now and how long she is. Ah, the grow up soooo fast. I totally want another one, lol. I know we will wait a little longer...at least a year, or until Alan gets back, lol. Ahh, she is such a great baby.

She is so animated and is getting such a great personality. She seems to love her boobies as a form of food delivery. She still won't take a bottle. She doesn't scream as much at it, but she lets the milk just run out of her mouth, lol. I tried formula because I couldn't pump enough at the time, and she made the cutest little disgusted face ever! Then today I tried introducing the smallest amount of baby's 1st organic pear baby food and she looked at me like I was retarded. She gagged and spit it out, lol.

Speaking of gag and spitting things out, I was giving her kisses today and she totally managed to spit up in my mouth and down my shirt! It was even curded. It was very disgusting, but I kept my composure, lol. I was actually pretty surprised that I did. She instantly started giggling though, so it was worth it. She now starts making faces whenever she spits up in her mouth, lol. It's like she's saying, "Eww, get that out of my mouth, it tastes yucky!!"

Sometimes it even sounds like she's saying words, but we know she isn't. In terms of her talking, wow...she babbles on soooo much! It is the cutest thing in the world, although SOMETIMES it gets a little annoying, lol. We know she means well, but sometimes it's like, gosh Brittney, could you be any louder!? Ah, she's such a cutie! We get so many compliments on how adorable she is. Even little boys stare at her. It makes us all smiley and giddy to know we have such an adorable baby! I love her sooo much! I will be sure to write more on her doctor's appointment : )

Moving.

Packing absolutely sucks! I HATE it. You never realize how much stuff you have until you have to move it. I am moving back home for the year while my wonderful husband is going to Afghanistan. I'm very sad, but I know we can do it! I love him soooo much. He is seriously the best thing in the world, I don't think you guys understand!! He is seriously THE BEST. It will be really hard, but I know we'll do good. I am excited to get back to school and such, so there are advantages. I am FINALLY ready to focus on my music career/degree again and have everything figured out. It really feels good to have things figured out in terms of my future.

I still can't believe that we'll be apart for a whole year. I have never been away from my honey for that long!! I'm not worried about us at all though. I know we'll be good and he'll come back and we'll stil love each other just as much, if not more! I am ready for this year to start so he'll be back already! His company is ridiculous though, damn CACI. They originally said he was leaving around the 19th--now it's Monday, the 14th! We will have to clear out our apartment this weekend....totally!! I'm pretty sad about it. But the sooner he leaves, the sooner he's back : ) AHHH, we have soooo much to do though! Unfortunately, I can't leave until the 19th because Brittney has her 4 month check up on the 18th. I'm going to be in a COMPLETELY empty apartment by MYSELF for 5 days. ICK.

It will be so weird having a completely empty apartment, lol. It's soooo dirty right now. I have no idea how we're going to get everything done. I think we're going to have to rent a car or something this weekend to move everything into storage. We were trying to NOT have a storage unit, but it's just wayy too expensive to try and ship things back. I still can't get over all of our stuff! We've only been married for a year, and we have a ton of stuff. It's ridiculous. I can't even imagine moving if we'd been together for ten years, lol.

I am moving back in with my parents, so that'll be nice. I'm excited, but not. I mean, who wants to live with their parents? Luckily since I'll be paying rent, and hopefully having a vehicle within the first month or so, it won't be too bad. They already said I'm an adult and I just need ot inform them if I will be home for dinner or not so they don't make more than needed. I think that's fair. I am very excited to get back to school, but will miss Alan sooooo much!!! We will be talking a lot though, so that'll be nice. And I'll be taking soooo many pictures and such and uploading them to facebook for him, so that'll be good.

I have no idea what kind of car I'm getting. I am not going to be picky anymore. I have gotten other luxuries to totally trump a vehicle. Alan will be picking it out and calling a dealer and figuring it out. I just have to figure out the insurance part. He is hoping to get his license again soon too...we don't know how that'll work, but we'll see...lol. As for my other luxuries...well, I got a new RING! It's the most gorgeous thing in the whole world. We weren't even planning on getting one right now. But it's definitely my dream ring. It's a princess cut solitare...1 carat!!! Oh man is it beautiful. And we got such a great deal on it. It's my anniversary gift, but man oh man are we both in love or what!! It is gorgeous : )

Now Alan and I are the most tech savvy poor people ever, lol. We both have 8 GB i-pod touches and still aren't super sure on how to use them, lol. But they are soooo cool. I want an iphone, damn apple, lol. It's funny, we both only have about 30 songs on our 1750 song capable devices, lol. Oh well, it's amazing. We are, well I am the most spoiled wifey ever. But I love Alan for everything he is as a person, not what I receive!

Once again, I am avoiding packing and am blogging instead. It's been so long since I've blogged, so I'm glad to finally be back into it. I am not blogging on myspace anymore, so if you want to follow what I'm doing, then this is where you should do it! Anyhow, this is all under this post. I will post a new one about Brittney very soon : )