Moving.

Packing absolutely sucks! I HATE it. You never realize how much stuff you have until you have to move it. I am moving back home for the year while my wonderful husband is going to Afghanistan. I'm very sad, but I know we can do it! I love him soooo much. He is seriously the best thing in the world, I don't think you guys understand!! He is seriously THE BEST. It will be really hard, but I know we'll do good. I am excited to get back to school and such, so there are advantages. I am FINALLY ready to focus on my music career/degree again and have everything figured out. It really feels good to have things figured out in terms of my future.

I still can't believe that we'll be apart for a whole year. I have never been away from my honey for that long!! I'm not worried about us at all though. I know we'll be good and he'll come back and we'll stil love each other just as much, if not more! I am ready for this year to start so he'll be back already! His company is ridiculous though, damn CACI. They originally said he was leaving around the 19th--now it's Monday, the 14th! We will have to clear out our apartment this weekend....totally!! I'm pretty sad about it. But the sooner he leaves, the sooner he's back : ) AHHH, we have soooo much to do though! Unfortunately, I can't leave until the 19th because Brittney has her 4 month check up on the 18th. I'm going to be in a COMPLETELY empty apartment by MYSELF for 5 days. ICK.

It will be so weird having a completely empty apartment, lol. It's soooo dirty right now. I have no idea how we're going to get everything done. I think we're going to have to rent a car or something this weekend to move everything into storage. We were trying to NOT have a storage unit, but it's just wayy too expensive to try and ship things back. I still can't get over all of our stuff! We've only been married for a year, and we have a ton of stuff. It's ridiculous. I can't even imagine moving if we'd been together for ten years, lol.

I am moving back in with my parents, so that'll be nice. I'm excited, but not. I mean, who wants to live with their parents? Luckily since I'll be paying rent, and hopefully having a vehicle within the first month or so, it won't be too bad. They already said I'm an adult and I just need ot inform them if I will be home for dinner or not so they don't make more than needed. I think that's fair. I am very excited to get back to school, but will miss Alan sooooo much!!! We will be talking a lot though, so that'll be nice. And I'll be taking soooo many pictures and such and uploading them to facebook for him, so that'll be good.

I have no idea what kind of car I'm getting. I am not going to be picky anymore. I have gotten other luxuries to totally trump a vehicle. Alan will be picking it out and calling a dealer and figuring it out. I just have to figure out the insurance part. He is hoping to get his license again soon too...we don't know how that'll work, but we'll see...lol. As for my other luxuries...well, I got a new RING! It's the most gorgeous thing in the whole world. We weren't even planning on getting one right now. But it's definitely my dream ring. It's a princess cut solitare...1 carat!!! Oh man is it beautiful. And we got such a great deal on it. It's my anniversary gift, but man oh man are we both in love or what!! It is gorgeous : )

Now Alan and I are the most tech savvy poor people ever, lol. We both have 8 GB i-pod touches and still aren't super sure on how to use them, lol. But they are soooo cool. I want an iphone, damn apple, lol. It's funny, we both only have about 30 songs on our 1750 song capable devices, lol. Oh well, it's amazing. We are, well I am the most spoiled wifey ever. But I love Alan for everything he is as a person, not what I receive!

Once again, I am avoiding packing and am blogging instead. It's been so long since I've blogged, so I'm glad to finally be back into it. I am not blogging on myspace anymore, so if you want to follow what I'm doing, then this is where you should do it! Anyhow, this is all under this post. I will post a new one about Brittney very soon : )