Alan, School, Blah

Alan has been sitting in a tent for two days now in Kuwait. He refuses to leave his chair because somebody will take it. Finally today he got food and water! I think he needs to eat more, lol. I have been very lucky and fortunate to be able to talk to him as much as I have been. I just wish we could text too, oh well. I am happy I get to at least talk. Alan doesn't know when he will get to Afghanistan. He is being paid a LOT of money to just sit there. Ugh, I wish he didn't have to be so far away to be paid a lot of money. I miss him!! I want him here so much!!! So every time he calls, for some reason the phone hangs up at least once during our conversation, lol. It's kinda frustrating!



I still think that it would be interesting to see what it's like over there. I can't even fathom it. On a completely different note, I cannot WAIT for the 7th. We really need the money! Man oh man! Actually things won't be good good for about three months or so. Sometimes time can't fly by fast enough for multiple reasons. I want Alan back now, and I want to be out of debt!



Classes started yesterday. It is great to be back in school. I think music theory will actually be kinda fun this year! Who knows though...it's only been one day, lol. I am registered for fiddle ensemble, but I really REALLY don't like the class. Orchestra and my lesson are tomorrow so we'll see how that goes....I don't know what's going to happen. I love being back in school, but it's hard to have a baby too. Oh man, it's hard! I love Brittney to death, but sometimes I wish I could just be a college student. I wouldn't even mind being a married college student. Just being a mom now too is hard. It's even harder when my wonderful princess won't take a bottle!! Grrrr...



Mom and I are thinking that one day we're just going to have to cold turkey it until she eats. I know breast feeding is sooo good for her, but sometimes I think formula would be good...Ahh!! So many mixed feelings about the topic. She does love baby bananas, she ate one and a half containers. AND then nursed, wtf!? Growing girl, that's all I can say.



On a completely different note, there is a HUGE 2,000 + acre fire burning not too far from here and it's super smokey. Unfortunately it's making my asthma act up--ugh. On top of that, I think I have a cold from lack of sleep. Bah hum bug...I hate being sick. I am soooo tired! So I splurged on some clothes--shirts--and now we're even more broke than before. I can't even explain how bad I want the next pay day to come. Sadly we have a lot of bills to take care of...Cell, apartment, cable, HOSPITAL, and who knows what else....ugh. Oh well, I'm sure we'll figure it out, we always do...



As soon as I get a car, life will be a lot easier. I have no idea what we're getting yet, and probably won't know until I pick it up from wherever. Ah, I can't wait!!!! I really want a car. I want it so I can take Brittney to Maegs house SOOO much easier. It's kinda a further walk that I remember, lol. It is just a little farther than I want to walk. It takes me almost 40 minutes to walk there and back...not exactly what I want to be doing. I really need to figure out some other things too...ugh. Anyhow, I am LITERALLY falling asleep as I write this. I have got to go to bed tonight. I am sooooo tired! I will write more later : ) I love you all so much. Can't wait for the weekend already!!!



xoxo