Forever together!

We have almost been married an entire year. It's hard to believe, but this time last year, we were just moving out here. We were completely lost and didn't know what the following year had in store for us. Now, we have been in the DC area for a year and it seems completely normal. We are getting ready to embark on yet another large adventure for the up coming year. I am down to four days with Alan until the dreaded departure day from each other. I leave on Thursday to go home. I am so sad and have so many mixed feelings. Now that the time is so close, I'm not sure how I feel about the whole situation.

I know that everything happens for a reason and I know that we will be good. I can't believe that just a short 12 months ago we were newly weds and had no idea what was in store for us...here we are no longer "newly weds" and still have no idea what is in store for us. I guess that never changes. You always have obstacles and challenges and plenty of adventures.

I guess marriage is all one big adventure. You never know where you will be from one day to the next. I am not the biggest fan of not knowing what will happen, but I guess it keeps us alive and not bored. I love my Alan so much! Ugh, once again, while writing this I am still procrastinating. The thought that we will be apart in less than a week scares the shit out of me!! Ahhh!! Luckily I have the best friends and support group to get me through this. I love you guys all soooo much!!

Well this is enough posting for now. I REALLY need to stop procrastinating and get some things done. I have so much to do! I can't wait to see everyone, but am so terribly sad to be leaving my hubby : ( We will no matter what be forever together. One year apart won't change the way we feel towards each other. It will just make us realize how much we love each other and how we never want to be apart ever again!