Last Night With Daddy

Well, it's officially begun. Our journey of being apart. We didn't even get everything done that needed to be done. Wow, I still can't believe everything is finally happening!

Alan had his physical and shots today. Luckily everything went great. I miss him so much already. Our goodbye was definitely hard. It finally hit me as I was leaving that we were going to be apart!! I was crying, and he was telling me not to and just be strong. Especially for him since he had a lot to finish. He was walking away, and I ran after him crying...lol. Luckily the cab arrived within the next minute, thank god!

The trip home went well, but the flight to Vegas was VERY long. It was over 5 hours. Brittney and I were very pooped and cranky. Especially since Alan and I had been up soooo late the past week. Things are going well...other thank Spike is pooping and peeing everywhere...lol. Luckily he's getting a little better and has been going outside. I'm having to retrain him, ick. Oh well, it will be TOTALLY worth it.

My grandparents got Brittney a really cute Winnie the Pooh swing. She LOVES it!! It's very nice to have something to put her in when I'm trying to get things done. My grandma and I are going to make Brittney's crib bumper and and ruffle. I'm very excited. I wanted it to match the quilt she made. Brittney is playing with the toys on her swing tray as she dozes off. It's adorable. I can't believe how much she's already changed. She is great!

Alan is CONSIDERING coming back to for Christmas. Man I hope he does!! I miss him so much. I know things will be fine. I have just been so tired that I don't know what to do. Tomorrow I'm getting together with Heather and Drew and that should be a lot of fun. I should get to bed since I'm beyond exhausted, lol.

I started cleaning my room and putting Brittney's together. It will definitely be a long work in progress. Just like training Spike NOT to pee and poop everywhere. Hopefully once he gets his balls snipped on Tuesday it'll slowly get better...within a month...lol. I'm hoping! I'm very excited to get everything organized for Brittney. But in the meantime it's kinda overwhelming, lol. Oh well, just doing it a little at a time.

I am glad to be home, but am not. It's so hard. I wish Alan was closer, and I wish we were on same time zones, lol. It is nice to be close ... with my family ... and near friends, and going back to school, but it still sucks not being with Alan. Luckily I have Brittney and Spike and awesome parents/grandparents and friends!! Anyhow, I'm exhausted and Brittney is ready for sleep too. She is dozing off...good night!